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Why I Wouldn’t Give Up Kink For Anyone

Why I Wouldn’t Give Up Kink For Anyone

I’m a submissive. Granted I’m not the kinkiest sub you’re ever going to meet but I have my quirks. I enjoy things like spanking, restraints, gags and latex. I can have vanilla sex, sure, but could I only ever have vanilla sex? Could I give up kink?

I never actually thought that was a question I would have to answer. I never thought I was kinky enough to actually scare a man off. I always thought my kinks were subtle. Surely any man would be thrilled to join in with my kinky fuckery. I mean why wouldn’t they? What’s not fun about some light BDSM?

From Sub to Dom

However, an exciting new romance led me down the path of having to ask myself this very question. The problem was, I had met someone even more submissive and a lot less experienced. I was thrown into the role of dominant. And I really didn’t like it. Suddenly I was taking the lead. Having to tell him what to do. Gone were the days of a man choosing my pleasure for me. A man in tune with my desires and skilled at fulfilling them on his terms. A man not afraid to spank me raw or bite too hard. A man whose sexual confidence left me weak at the knees and wet in the crotch.

Spank me? Please?

As I gave my new partner blowjobs that lit up his face like a Christmas tree. And scared the hell out of him with a humble bullet vibe, I started to see a problem arise. I thought I could do it. He was nice, surely that’s worth more than whips and chains right? Wrong. The problem I found is that the more I liked him, the more I wanted to be his sub. The more I wanted him to dominate, punish and degrade me. And as soon as that desire took hold, the vanilla sex stopped scratching my itch. I wanted rough. I wanted kinky. I wanted him to take me in the most unvanilla way possible.

I am who I am

Of course, he didn’t. In the end, I simply scared him off. Long before he had a true idea of my kinks and desires. Before I ever got to show him my paddles and crops. But with his exit, a lesson was learnt. I am who I am. Outside of the bedroom and inside of the bedroom. Thinking I could ever change that was a mistake. No relationship is worth giving up a part of yourself even if it is sexual.
I also learnt just how important sex is. How it can make or break a relationship. And how important it is to be proud of the person you are sexually, even if it’s different. Because of that lesson, the Aurora Glory blog was born. I’ve shared things about my sexuality that I never thought I would. I’ve delved into the world of kink even further. And I’ve loved every second of it!

So, the answer is a resounding no. I would never give up kink for the right man because if I had to give it up, he isn’t right! Not for me.

The best news is I’ve since revived my past relationship with the guy that made my knees weak and my crotch wet… And he’s still his gloriously dominant self.

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If you enjoyed this post then check out my post on the importance of hard and soft limits!

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  1. I feel the bedroom is one place you should always get what you want, whether that is being a sub or a dom. You know what you like and there’s nothing wrong with that. I hope you find someone else soon who wants to have the same type of fun you do.

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      Thank you! I absolutely agree! Even if what you want is no sex at all. It’s important to find someone you can gel with sexually.

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